بوی دود همه جارو گرفته بود..کسی دیده نمیشدفقط صدای بلند خنده ی مردم میومد..از ته دلشون می خندیدن..یکی اون طرف تر یه روزنامه دستش گرفته بود که صورتشو تا روی چشماش پوشونده بود..حس میکنم اخم کرده بود اما منتظر هم بود..ولی من که صورتشو نمیدیدم پس چجوری فهمیدم؟...شاید چون میشناختمش...
کافه نادری
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.
Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.
But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.
I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.
No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.
But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.
Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.
Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there.
But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.
Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.
Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.
But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.
Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me
کاشکی منم دوستایی داشتم که می تونستم صبح تا شب رو باهاشون بگذرونم..خوش باشم همش و بی خیال همه ی حماقت ها و بی تفاوتی هایی میشدم که اون بیرون..پشت در خونه ی منو دوستام داره میگذره...کاش من اونقدر نوازنده ی خوبی بودم که ...داشتم امروز به علی میگفتم که چقدر دلم تنگ شده واسه راه رفتن تو شب..بام...!..کاشکی ما هم ۶ تا بودیم...کاشکی ما هم شادترین احمق های دنیا بودیم...مستوفی..یوسف اباد..سیگار...خنده..قهقه..نگاه مردم...چکاوک...محرم!!نذری!!دسته!!نه..هیچ کدوم...ولگردی!...کلاس ریاضی مژده؟..خانوم هاشمی؟...( با همون لحنی که می دونی)..انصاری؟..نیلوفر؟...ها ها...مخصوص؟ادکلن؟..مواد!!
چرخیدن...ارزومه..میخوام بچرخم..تابم بدین..
حالا چی؟...میخوام صداشو بلند کنم..بشششششنومممم..خودم بشنوم...
گیج گیج شدم...حس می کنم دوروبرم رو واقعا نمیبینم..حتی نمی شناسم..نو دنیای خودمم..
بابامو که میبینم از خودم خجالت میکشم..سرمو میندازم پایین که برم دنبال پیچ اخر..مه گرفتتش..گمش کردم..
یا بخندیم یا گریه کنیم...و نه کار دیگر..(نخندین!)
من انگار دلم واسه زندگی ای که پشت اون پیچ هستش تنگ میشه..نه این زندگی سگی الانم
Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.
But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.
You're still in bed at ten, the work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.
That, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.
But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.
به اینکه : چه قدر سخت زندگی اروم داشتن..کاشکی میشد از خیلی ها دور شد به خیلی چیزا نزدیک شد...میشه ها!! اما همه چی دست این زمان بی پدر مادر...که یه سری چیزارو زود ازمون میگیره و واسه یه سری چیزا مثه سگ باید دنبالش بدویم تا شاید روزی نصیب ما هم بشه....میگم بارون می خواد بیاد...
یاد" یگانگی" بخیر... دلم براش تنگ شده...ای زمان...!! ( بد دهن نشدم هنوز!)
(قرار نبود این پست رو بنویسم..چیز دیگه ای قرار بود نوشته شه..)
لطفا اگه می خواین نظر بدین نگین که: "کیمیا خیلی خوشحالم که دیگه واست یه سری چیزا مهم نیست و واسشون نگران نیستی!!" نظر بذارین!!!!!!
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and ev'ry highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way,
"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!
Yes, it was my way
